Is it lost love?

Yeah, I just remembered I had a friend who just stopped calling me and made me feel good only when I called. Of course she is male sorry female. So I want to go a little step ahead by visiting her even though we stay like 985km apart. Then I got beaten up and lost my phone. I got my number back, but she was the type that hardly ever called so I don't even know her number by heart and imagine if she will ever call. I have tried many ways to get her number back to no avail. I did like but the fact that someone that calls you almost everyday or beeps your phone reduces to almost a minimum and then...Don't it mean I should let go, like most things I do sometimes or I should continue to search for her when right now there is someone that is showing a lot of interest in me a man!? I don't know but say this to Rose when you see her, is it lost love you will come after? don't worry...somewhere, somehow, if i don't wait then someone would be waiting...But seriously it our love lost

What are all men and women after?

It's being long since i came here but of course I have been practicalizing love and tenets...Yes, the last two months became so hot that I had to ask my self, what did I want whether from the relationship I was pretending to have or from Life itself. With the death of my Uncle Mr.Charles Ayede it became more paramount. Why did I want to have a relationship with a woman and why them too? Intensive work and research told got me some funny answers. Some say sex, love, companionship, just for the fun of it and the most craziest I heard some just because everyone is doing it or they just dont know. Whatever it is, I take companionship and ...whatever don't ask the second one. So I write this to my new friend who was my enemy before - Juliana, I just love being around you and hope whatever it is, you would be my friend for a long time to come even if we don't understand reasons for ...